So it is finally here - 1st December - and we are so happy.
Last year 1st December was a very very bad day for us. Nigel was rushed into hospital with a severe bleed - so severe that even the hospital couldn't stop it. The cathetar kept blocking, he was in utter agony and was transferred by ambulance to the specialist ward. We had another two days of hell to come as they waited to see what to do, watched his blood loss and blood count plummet and finally operated again.
It was a truly awful time and one we will never forget and we will never forget to be truly grateful for the care we had from all of the medical professionals, the outpouring of love from so many firends across the world and the fact God looked on us with love and compassion throughout it all.
This 1st of December was so much better.
Nigel sadly had to work this morning - the coldest morning of the year. The frost didn't clear from the heath all day. I confess I stayed in bed snuggled up for another hour watching the new season of Vikings. Oh my have I been waiting for that - I am an addict.
When I braved the cold I found Orinoco - our elf on the shelf - had escaped the confines of his box and was ready to play.
He was happy to welcome in December by turning over the date on the calendar that sits on our kitchen windowsill. (Yes of course it has cats on it!)
Once I had done with the cleaning (well it served to keep me warm) and the weekly shop I set about my intro page and my Day 1 page for my journal.
The intro page just details how we are looking forward to a fun filled December with Orinoco. He was 'found' at a Hobby Lobby in Oregon so we wanted a name that reflected his heritage and we tried out many names - he answered to none of them until we tried Orinoco and he said Yup - that was him. The Or at the start of his name reflects the state of his 'birth'.
The first page is simple - I suspect many will be - but the Baby It's cold is on hinges and the heart is the tag to lift it up to reveal a great deal of journalling. It explains how this year has felt very odd for me in the lead up to Christmas. I am used to being in a school where Christmas activities start stupidly early. Decorations go up two weeks before the end of term and this year their term finishes 9th December. So I am usually in Christmassy mode by 1st December. It is different this year, slower, more relaxed, better.
I met my neighbour in Tesco today and she asked how I was coping with retirement now I had had a few months and I was honestly able to say 'like a duck to water'. I love it - I truly truly love it. I don't miss work, I don't miss being in charge (though Nigel says I still behave as if I am) I don't miss the power dressing, the pressure, the e mails, the policies, the difficulties with some staff, the 14 hour days. I do miss the children, but that is all. I love my new life. I really really do.
Anyway, the journalling under the card explains how bad last year was, how grateful we are this December 1st and how different my life is this year.
In other news - the annual Stuff Your Stocking promotion is on at Pickleberrypop
Oh my it's amazing
The Jingle Mingle Mini Kits you can get for free each day are awesome
Look at the preview and click HERE to go to the store
I worked with several of the kits and will share just one today - it is coming up on 13th December and is by Indigo Designs
You seriously need to check the promotion out.
Today I am thankful for
- a much better 1st December
- God's blessings all year not just at Advent
- Orinoco - we will have fun
- My Christmas lights lit - grand switch on was at 5 today!