There are gorgeous new Berry Big Deal bundles available today in store. The colours were wonderful and here are three I worked with last week
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Here comes the sun by Tiramisu designs
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Young at heart bundle by Chunlin Designs
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Life’s Little Joys Bundle by Fayette Designs
I love watercolour - I really do - but I love the precise nature of pencil drawing. I love the slow pace, the time, the detail you can get.
The pictures take much much longer than watercolours, but these two have been a labour of love.
I have done drawings of the two boys and today we went out and bought frames for them.
Here are the two boys (I have to say they look nicer in real life) They are by no means perfect but we like them and they do capture the two of them, the differences in colour etc.
In other news we had a lovely day out for Mother's Day yesterday and the boys (all three of them) bought me chocolate
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It's been a busy week of appointments from DEXA scans to dentistry and then my radiotherapy planning appointment.
And what was I most nervous about - the dentist of course. I have had big pieces chopped out of my boobs and not paniced and a dentist trip still freaks me out. She had found some decay on my recent x ray and so it needed filling and even she said 'goodness that was a lot deeper than I thought!' Thankfully it didn't hurt and hasn't hurt since. Better filled than not I guess.
Yesterday I had my CT planning appointment. Another new department of the hospital to explore. The radiotherapy girls were, like all of the staff, just lovely. They were very calming and patient, went through lots of info first and even discussed anastrazole with me. They didn't seem to think it was a problem if I came off it. And I was reassured that it was on my records that I was considering stopping it - so the oncologist WAS listening after all.
You then do the radiotherapy planning which involves lying in a fixed position under the scanner where every single bit is measured and marked up and logged and computerised and then you are scanned and then you have three little dots tattooed on you for ever. Another reminder of the cancer journey. They made it as easy as possible but 15 minutes lying down with your arms above and behind your head holding onto a bar was quite challenging. I am glad I did all the breast and arm exercises - this is why they tell you you have to do them.
Our reward was very naughty - a Macdonalds breakfast! Something we almost never do and a wicked but enjoyable treat however - whilst I totally get the need for cardboard cutlery as it is helping save the planet. What I DON'T get is how can they possibly produce forks that won't hold whilst you try to cut soft pancakes
Other than hospitals we have had a few trips out and generally a nice few days. My radiotherapy starts later this month and once that is done I can start to put the last 5 months behind me. It's been quite the roller coaster.
This is a new digital page made for a challenge listing the many things I am thankful for through that whole journey
I have never painted a portrait before - this was for a challenge and kind of worked. It was very quick to do
and this was another digital page - a new release from Palvinka at Pickleberrypop
and this was for another challenge
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We have three hospitals in our trust - Poole, Bournemouth and Christchurch. Thus far I have had surgeries and appointments at both Bournemouth and Poole, today I had my only appointment at Christchurch (and thank goodness as it took us over an hour to get there with traffic!) It was a simple DEXA scan which is a baseline for the medication I am on. I didn't like to say I wasn't sure if I would STAY on the medication.
As we were over that way we decided to go out and in the end ended up at west Quay and IKEA. We were looking for bedroom ideas - didn't find any - for a specific ornament - didn't find one - and we happened to visit Nigel's favourite shop in the world (as there isn't a shop that just sells model buses!!!) Hotel Chocolat. Well it would have been rude not to.
We also had a lovely lunch out at a New Forest Pub. It was a day or normality after so many days of not normal.
I have done my first design team scrapping for a long time - can't share that of course yet - and I have been drawing and painting
Two recent paintings - one a tutorial (the post box) and one of the local landmark Old Harry Rocks
and this was a drawing from two weeks ago that was fun.
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and how amazing are these
It's been a few days now and I think I am finally processing the events of the last 5 months.
I still have a mess of appointments - DEXA scan and CT scan next week, radiotherapy sessions etc etc but I am so relieved I can't tell you.
I have even been scrapping a little for my iconic America album
This was opposite the restaurant in Capitol Reef National Park which turned out to be one of the most amazing nights of our life
We do enjoy going to see the more unusual places - this was a must see in Wyoming
And this had us all over it - the tiny town of Lebanon in Kansas where you can find the geopgraphical centre of the contiguous states of the USA. As we were travelling the states coast to coast and north to south - the centre simply had to be done. And it was lovely
And I have even been painting
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It is offical as of yesterday
I am cancer free.
It's been a busy week. I met witht he oncologist on Monday who wasn't as helpful or professional as we might have hoped. She seemed very flakey and didn't instil us with confidence. We asked lots of questions and the answers were not very clear. One question was what the advantages of Anastrazole were in terms of prevention of reoccurence. She said that I was at about a 10% increase in risk of reoccurrence but that Radiotherapy halved that - so 5% and anastrozole halved that again so 2.5%. To be honest for a drop of only 2.5% we are not convinced the anastrozole is worth the many many side effects.
We will wait and see. I plan to try 3 months and then re-evaluate. we asked what happened when you came off it after 5 years. Did your body suddenly produce lots of oestrogens again and your risk went up a lot. She didn't really know as she didn't see patients at the end of the journey but she felt they felt it was OK! That wasn't very knowledgeable. It seemed we found out more from Dr Google. However, the main purpose of the visit was to start the radiotherapy process which we did. The side effects of that sound grim but it is necessary and I am now waiting for the appointment for the CT scan to set up the target areas and then about 10 days after that I will start radiotherapy. I am pleased that it is only a course of 5 treatments given daily over a week. They used to do three weeks but they found the difference in results from 1 week to 3 weeks was negligible so since 2019 it is just a week which we are pleased about. Again it's not nice to do that to yoru body but needs must.
I was not able to celebrate being cancer free on 8th February when I had my breast results because I was still undergoing lots of tests because they believed I was at risk of uterine cancer due to several bleeds. Yesterday I went in as a day patient to have a hysteroscopy and possible polypectomy and the results of all of that were no sign of cancer. They were so sure they didn't do biopsies. They don't know why it is happening to me but at the moment I am clear. If I have any further bleeds, especially after 6 months since yesterday I have to go back because they will look again.
It has been a real roller coaster of a rise since 22nd October last year and I don't think either of us has quite processed it yet. There are several things of importance though. Our national health service, despite what the press say, is alive and well and when it needs to pull out all the stops it does. The staff are wonderful. I was looked after so well yesterday by everyone from the reception staff to the nurses, doctors and anaesthetists - they were all wonderful. It did highlight again, though, the difference between Bournemouth and Poole. Bournemouth is an altogether nicer experience.
I hve received so many messages of support throughout the last 5 months from so many people - friends on facebook, texts, phonecalls, and messages from readers here. And it has meant so much. I wanted to be open and honest about it all and promote the need to get yourself checked but I have been so supported by everyone.
The other important thing is that I couldn't have gotten through it without Jakki and Nigel. Jakki is always there with wise words, comfort and support. She will cry with me, laugh with me and encourage me. Nigel is just an utter saint. He has been to every appointment, researched everything, and supported me physically, mentally and practically and he really has lived those words - in sickness and in health. I am truly blessed.
So on to other news.
New releases at Pickleberrypop today and I worked with this gorgeous new collection from Tiramisu
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Art Box number 1 by TirAmisu Designs
and also this from Chunlin
March 2023 Artsy Layered template #3 by Chunlin Designs
Our adventure bundle by Chunlin Designs
Today I am thankful for
being cancer free and grateful to everyone who contributed to my physical and mental wellbeing throughout this whole process
We have enjoyed a quiet weekend as we prepare for another busy medical week next week.
I have my appointment witht he oncologist on Monday to discuss the medication, radiotherapy etc. We have a long list of questions and I confess to being a bit nervous.
I am then in hospital for day surgery on Tuesday - gynaecological this time. I am hoping it is a one off and I will get the all clear from that and then I really can say I am cancer free. It's quite a week ahead and coupled with the endless headache which I ams ure is medication induced, I have just wanted to be quiet
Some recent scrapping for various internet challenges (I am struggling to find the motivation to scrap at the moment)
This oe is for the Iconic America album I keep dabbling with
and a bit of art too
Today I am thankful for quiet times - we need those too
We have had a couple f days of nice walks in the sunshine. It is my favourite sort of weather - crisp and cold and sunny. I love it.
Yesterday we went to Weymouth which was lovely
and today we walked at 'our' beach and it was lovely too
and I have scrapping to share
This was for challenges at Scrap Squad and Hey Little Magpie and it uses a photo of the Kingfisher I painted which I was quite pleased with
and this again was for challenges of Osmington Mills from Sunday
In other news I have done a 4 day pastel pencil course. I was stupid enough to buy the pencils - the full set of very expensive pencils - before I realised that pastels are probably NOT for me.
They are messy, they are imprecise, I find the hard to control and I love my polychromos
This was what I did before the course of Koda's eye (the left is the reference photo)
These were the three fur lessons (they are tiny - just 2" square)
And this was the eye lesson
I'm not impressed but I will have another go - one day.
And I painted this happy little cow too
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The great digi scrap off runs all month and there are three amazing challenges every week. If you complete all three tasks you win a mini kit each week and the five weeks add up to one utterly amazing awesomely fabulous mega kit. Isn't it gorgeous
I was thrilled to be hosting the showstopper challenge this week and it was to scrap a page about a news event and your reaction to it. I went with the nurses strike which affected one of my appointments but how I still whole-heartedly support them.
I also worked with other things this week.
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Our affection Collaboration Bundle by CarolW designs, Dutch Dream Designs, and Kakleidesigns
Save 52% for a limited time and 25% for every single
And here are three pages I made with just some of that mega collection you can get for free this month by completing the challenges
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Life is a Dream - GDSO Mega Kit
(if you complete all three challenges each week you will get a part of it - if you complete all challenges in time you will have the complete kit at the end of the month)
It's been lovely and sunny here but goodness is there a chill in the air. But I am not complaining - my favourite sort of weather.
We headed out yesterday to Osmington Bay which was lovely - on the South Coast coastal path.
We also stopped at St Mary's church and we were amazed at the yew tree which is believed to be 1700 years old - incredible.
here are a couple of really quick art pieces I did last week
and finally some scrapping ... I enjoyed this one of Shepton Mallet Prison - it make me laugh
One of St Mary's hot off the press
and more snowdrops
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